so far away i wished you were
before its too late this could all disappear
before the doors close
and it comes to an end
with you by my side
i'll fight and defend

climb the wall to make the sun rise in time

too sensitive i feel
to hear those cries we make behind our
fake perfect lives<3

today.
i learnt to not be a ponner
and really be a good girl
( note the alliteration; yes yes emphasising my point )
to study and make my grandparents and parents so proud
its hard, difficult to even believe im saying these
but i'll prove this with my heart and soul
give me a chance, to simply prove myself dammit):

i had chocolate fondue today.
thanks cousins and aunts for the company.
it was great.
MASHED MARSHMELLOWS(: OMGOMGOMG.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA

and no,
i dont laugh like a mad woman damn you.
:D

please take care of yourself.
even if you dont feel my existance
( you dont seem to care )
know that i care for you.
also know that
pressure would get you no where, believe me
may the lord guide you through this trails of pain
i'll be here to pray and care
if you ever give me the chance to.
a perfect speaker from a role of a mere friend:)
nothing more to that.

ive given up hope on returning to past.
welcome present hopes of the future.

i pine for the day when o levels are over.
i hope for the day to recieve the glorious results
that i would be casted a smile on my face:D

XOXO ANGIE